Wednesday, June 15, 2011

Mrs. Furtz

             The past few weeks have been really hard. My husband Charlie just passed away, I don’t know how I’m going to cope. He was everything to me, I wonder who’s going to kill all the spiders and do all the stuff he used to do. I really miss him. The funeral was so hard! I couldn’t stand seeing the one I love laying in that coffin all alone. Ever since he passed away everything has been so busy, my house has been filled with family and friends. It’s crazy! I’m not sure my children actually know what’s been going on. I think they’re still a little too young to realize. Life is so different without Charlie. I feel so alone, and empty. I need to act brave for my children but I don’t know how much longer I can pretend. I’m so used to seeing his big, bright smile every day, it’s so…… different. I miss him so much, I just wish I could see him again. I better go and get a good sleep, there will probably be more relatives or friends here in the morning.

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